everything has settled into this rhythm that's quite enjoyable.i thank God for the people around me, for the people that can handle my craziness when i'm crazy and my nostalgia when i'm..nostalgic.yup.i'm just glad i found a group of people that are accepting no matter what. :D much love to
a02, council.love you guys loads.
so much time has passed, and i look back on the thoughts i had, the feelings i had, the emotions that went through during these 6 months.these past 6 months taught me a lot a lot.
1. don't lose control of your heart, stay true to yourself.
the simplest advice youkai ever gave me. thank you youkai. :) i think what with the ex fish and everything, i realise that people are not what they seem sometimes, and as hard as it is to accept it, i have to.it's always better to think with the head,rather than the heart. and no matter what, i know that my friends will always be there for me, no matter what is said, no matter what is heard.i have my friends to support me all the way, and i have God. :) i feel blessed.
2. treasure what you have,make the best of what you already have, and see the good side in everything that's available to you.
this is one of the lessons grace taught me.thank you grace. :D i used to see things around me and think everybody else had things that were better than mine, had things that always surpassed what i had.and i was constantly upset, depressed and angsty.but watching grace, i realise that the key to being happy, wasn't about having material possessions, or about beating people in what they had,but learning to treasure,and make the best out of what one has.to see the good in something bad, is a skill that keeps me sane.thanks you a lot grace. :D although i'm not sure you'll see this,thanks a lot. :)
3. don't let go of what you held close to your heart.
i did, and now i regret it.i let go of friendships,and now when i look back and want to grab hold onto them,it seems impossible and insurmountable.lumpers!!i miss you so much okay.
i wish it was simple, but we give up easily. :c it seems so difficult to open my mouth and talk to you,when it used to be so so so simple.i must catch up with you okay.nothing can beat spending time with you. :) date me!!and i'll date you back.yayy. :D another perspective would be the lessons i learnt growing up, as a person.yep.principles and morals can't be replaced with anything else.or else the conscience will prick you. :c
4. everything's actually quite simple. :D
universal lesson.don't blow everything out of proportion. :D and don't go near things that are complicated unless you want a shrivelled and wrinkled up heart and mind. :D
i really feel blessed now.thank you Lord. :D
And so we know and rely on the love God has for us.God is love.Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.- 1 John 4 vs 16.
